I capture everything which happened to me
I counted every step I did, what a long journey of life
My days, my adventures, my dreams
just some pieces of the story in this random world

I got many things that successfully made me happy
This blessing always enlighten my darkness
Ensure myself that I am special man
Thank Allah for  giving me special feeling
That no many people have it
Should I thank You for this situation

Thank Allah, I am stronger now
I can accept myself  just the way I am
Here I am, I have special feeling
I can breathe like other human being

I don't care what the people would do 
If they would blame and ignore me
It's not my business anymore
I just wanna grow up and enjoy my life
Not to become useless man
just because to hear shit words

I feel brand new today
I can get my smile back again
Coz love is not just a word
It's about unlimited feeling
I'd like to understand myself
And feed my minds with positive thought


Blue room, 20 May 2012

My dream comes true when I find you.
I wanna have new life and new spirit.
The one where I wake up and I'm alive,
always says hello dear..

There will be a chance for us
To have newest version of ours
If you wanna do, I'll do it for you.
Somebody asked me about you
Then I answered that you are mine
Sincerely, you've won my heart.

I should have turned back
I should have known you better
I'll say it day long, I'll say it forever
And this time I really swear I mean it

You know, I'll never tell a lie
Revealing my feeling that I really love you
Time by time,  I am into you
You are amazing when I see your smile

Your happiness is mine as well
Sorry is not enough to make you believe
Hence, I'll do whatever to make you
Smile back, believe again

I miss your smile, I miss your face
Please turn it back to me
Do it for me now
I am feeling a blend of fear and worry
that you'll leave me

Here I am
Just with you I can make a dream
Just with you I should alive
Here I am
You belong to me, I am yours  



Yogyakarta, 2 Juni 2012 jam 12.19 WIB